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A plea: goodbye.

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DNAngela

Published: Oct 27, 2011

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I want to be beautiful.
I want to be stable.
I want to be beloved.
I want iron-knees.
I want home.
I want to disappear.

here I go
Plunge plunge away

Somewhere within in you is my shadow;
the shadow I forever chase.

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Jikuaii

Oct 29, 2011

Ahh its so simple but its so beautiful >o< I love how you use your words.

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